pasal teg je...tak kisah lah.

di-teg oleh: SuangFu

1) Name of the person you tagged:
- don't care anymore. I don't want to put up with complaints and grudges.

2) Describe yourself in one word ?
- slow(as in blur)

3) Who will you pick,someone who really love you or someone you love?
- In-between, if LadyLuck happens to favour you.

4) Have you ever loved someone but never had the courage to tell?
- I guess so.

5) How if people reject your confessions face to face?
- maybe I'd just say "nevermind, then" and quietly walk away... nah.. don't know.

6) God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, if you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
- "I'll see you when I see you." Refer to the Bible (John 3: 16)

7) What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
- Suit yourself, it's your opinion anyway.

8) Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
- Everyone's experienced it before, I'm positive.

9) Do you have someone special with you all the time?
- Yes, and He's omnipresent. That's something to be content in.

10) Long distance love?
- (no comments)

11) Best place to cry?
- under the sheets.

12) Who do you love the most?
(intentionally left blank)



God's still my priority ma, betul?

13) Ever hated someone so bad?
- I guess not. Really, really bad eh? Fussy teachers/administrators? Yes, but not THAT bad, I s'pose.

14) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
- memory fails me.

15) The last person you had beer with?
- No, I don't drink beer. Had Long Island Iced Tea though, with my sisters.

16) The last person you went to the movies with?
- Dad and my twin.

17) The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
- Sis.

18) The last person you hugged?
- can't recall.

19) The last person you yelled at?
- can't recall. (awful memory, I know.)

20) (to what should I change this question?)uhm.. okay. Do you listen to the lyrics of any song on air or just plain flooding your ears with the music? (yes, I know this sounds out of context.hah)
- lyrics, together with the music. if it's blurred, never mind.

21)Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
- my calls weren't answered.

22) If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
- There'd be enough of 'isu budak bergaduh-gaduhan' in the parliament. politics... ugh. P.A. will be tough when it comes to our juniors' juniors' turn. hah! not to mention Sejarah.

23) If you could have an all expense paid trip, where would you go?
- anywhere-lah, as long as tranquility's in the package.

24) What reminds you most about her/him ?
- (not referring to any specific person) the way his eyes peer into yours, even without uttering a single word.

25) What/who would be the hardest thing/person for you to give up on?
agatha christie, her books, I mean. Fiction. novels. tv series: CriminalMinds. NCIS. agh. and crafts... there wouldn't be a thing. Never give up on your faith, though.

26) Five facts about me
- bermata sepet
- kerap berdiam diri
- lebih sanggup membaca daripada bercakap
- merehatkan minda dalam bidang seni
- saja-saja menggunakan BahasaMalaysia untuk menjawab soalan ini. hah!

27) Four things that scare me
- the way the wind howls when it seeps through the sliding doors.
- crowds, esp if I'm the one they're paying attention to. (referring to public speaking)
- jogging before 7 a.m. in every youth camp I've been through, esp up and down slopes.
- (out of ideas, if it's considered a fear factor)

28) Last movie you watched
- The Dark Knight. outdated heh? yep.

29) 3 of your favourite colours
- olive green, navy blue , grey/gray(either way-lah) ... all are pleasant. it's just how you arrange them that determines whether you like it or not. my all-time favourite: neutral shades.

tags and gags.

The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!


fine... here goes :

1. don't be surprised when you see some one reading and smiling and/or mumbling to herself in the lrt or in class during free time. I always do that. maybe I'll just frown instead, eh?

2. don't know why I'm very fond of green. especially olive green. used to loathe what we call it 'durian-green' when I was young. maybe that's how I grew to love durians. haha

3. I mentioned that I loved to doodle on my knees, some time ago. yeah, that's one thing I can't figure out why. out of papers? who knows? contraindication: being threatened that I'd be skinned. ink acidic. bad for skin. ink bad. ink no good on skin. do you hear?

4. I used to loved to draw sailormoon (and her gang: venus, mercury, jupiter, mars...even chibi-moon) in primary 1 or 2. I've got a friend who's a boy who loved to draw them as well. and I STILL remember his name. good ol' days. bad drawing. very bad. big eyes. sharp chin. long hair... their hair, ahem... not the hair-down-there, I was kind of 'mesmerized'. seeing how they flow or catch the wind.

5. used to not like to clap my hands or sing during sunday service when I was young. maybe kids are like that. But one happy thing about sunday school (conducted in mandarin) is that we've got presents. One time my teacher gave me a teddy bear, a white one, who 'sings' out a lullaby, when you press its tummy. sweet memories...

6. people told us(sis and I) that they did not expect us to watch anime. because we did not look as if we're the ones who like to watch animation. naming a few here: (then) cardcaptor sakura, slam dunk, naruto ; (now) bleach. and mind that... watching anime dubbed in BM is a whole lot funnier. It's TRUE. too bad no time these days... care to lend me some? really wanna continue watching bleach. we're stuck at ep. 80.

7. attended drawing/art class when I was in primary 4/5. my teacher's an artist and she's from the same church as well that time, involved in sunday school. used colour pencils and learnt quite a lot about using colours. colour tone. shadows and all... wish I could've extended the lessons back then.

8. I love to read. Yet, most of the time I'd stack 'em at one corner, thinking that I'll let them pile up first and read articles, books, newspaper clipppings at one go. guess it'll be very hard to come to pass. I've been pestered to clear up the mess lots of times. ( to Sheryiin: I'm so gonna finish Kit's Law!!! gonna return it to you soon... just wished I had the time... ) haha. my favourite so far: agatha christie's Poirot series. ask me if you want to know other books i recommend.

9. Sometimes being alone feels like you're detached from what's around you. And i think it's a sense of peace that makes it worth the detachment. maybe you might not get what I mean. never mind.

10. I do not like to eat cempedak. and fruits of which their texture tastes the same. ciku. dates. ugh... nangka is good enough.

11. my tongue will hurt when I drink coke or pepsi after eating potatoes; eating guava; certain pineapples; even aubergine makes my tongue itch. because my tongue's got 'cracks'. don't know what they call it.

12. used to say the word 'kumbayah' quite often when I was young as well. you know Eek, the Cat? haha. and the phrase ' well, you know me...' ala Mat Rock in SpanaJaya, the local tv series.


13. people think that making crafts/cards and all, the inspiration comes naturally. certainly it does Not. sometimes it comes just like a click. other times, you may get stuck and abandon your 'project'. after all... it's hard to explain... nevermind, again.

14. I'm no good at PC games, those of which involves multi-tasking, which needs you to do this and that while defending/killing stuff while trying hard to make sure you still have a life. yea, I admit that. I can only focus one thing at a time if you want me to do something the way you want it.

15. before moving over to the present house, we had to follow a rule while watching tv, which was to avoid leaving the carpet. if not, 50cents if caught out of the carpet. so we kept our toes touching the carpet when we lie on our stomachs. sometimes we pay 1 ringgit just for another chance. 'belanja terdahulu' eh? accounts people?


guess that's all for now.
tired, tired week. exams a month away... gah...

do not feel like tagging. leave it be, then. that means... You're spared. run, run, before I have second thoughts. gahahha...


(since when did they call us PLAYERS??)

wish i could get 'em gel-ed. spikes. any ideas?

attn: T-a-double G-ers

(tag.tagalog?? no not the language...tag done on monday, June30th)

1. Six People to Tag. The victims are:

Iko/Iep!(haha.buat je lah...)
Carmen
Denise
SoongYee
XiowWei
(5 is enough)

2. Six Things I'm Passionate About

Art&Crafts
Reading
music(the listening part)
observing, or rather staring at things/a particular spot
Food(including the cooking part)
photography

3. Six Things I Say Too Often

eeissh...
uh...
(sigh)
heh?
abo...?(short for 'if not then?')
hmm...?

4. Six Books I've Read Recently
(N/A : no time for books at all, i mean for constant, continuous reading)

Just finished 'A Cracked Pot' - Lizzie Wilson,

Currently juggling:

Falling Leaves - Adeline Yen Mah,
Habitudes - Dr Tim Elmore,
NationalGeographic

...and I've been reading a book by Randy Pausch, called 'The Last Lecture' every Sat during my 2-hour break at a bookstore...40 odd pages to go...hoping to finish it next Sat. Very heart-warming indeed. The author, a professor-cum-lecturer is diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. The contents are quite inspirational (similar to the threesome by Mitch Albom, but this is more to a narration). Highly recommended!

5. Six Songs I can Listen to Again and Again

Fix You - Coldplay
Trouble - Coldplay
Yellow - Coldplay
The Scientist - Coldplay
Every-thing's Not Lost - Coldplay
Fake Plastic Trees - Radiohead

(other options: Keane, Muse, DamienRice)

6. Six Things I Learnt in the Past Year (make that 5. heheh...)
(I'll just type what I've learnt/what I intend to change/quotes I find worth noting.)
Here goes...

"The old law of an eye for an eye leaves everybody blind." - Martin Luther King

"It's the job that's never started as takes the longest to finish." - Sam's old gaffer in 'The Lord of The Rings: The Fellowship of The Ring'

"There is no witness so terrible, no accuser so powerful as conscience which dwells within us." - Sophocles

"Even if you are right on track, you'll get run over if you just sit there." - Will Rogers

"I play the notes as they are written, but it is God who makes the music." - Johann Sebastian Bach


This reminds me of sunsets/the other way round...

This guy has a charming voice.

carmen : nemrac tag

(tag done on june 20th)

1.What do you want the most now?
delving deep into His peace which surpasses all understanding.

2.Who is the person you trust the most?
(N/A) I don't know.

3.Are you in love?
at the moment, i guess not.

4.If you have a dream come true..
what then...? life goes on. it's hard.

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
considering the possibilities... it will be hard unless the sun shines after.

6.What's your goal for this year?
inculcate proper time management, perhaps.

7.Do you believe in eternity?
eternal life when you know you've a Saviour living in you.

8.Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
(that's not for me to answer. is it not so?)

9.What feeling do you love the most?
being able to stare at something and not think about anything.

10.What are the requirements for your other half?
(don't feel like talking too much now)

11.What kind of feeling do you hate the most?
being forced, in a harsh manner. or rather a don't-care-less attitude.

12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes, I do.

13.What do you want to do in the future?
(N/A) belum pikir pasal tu.

14.What is the most important thing in your life?
religion. you'll find refuge when the right time comes. it's a comfort.

15. How did you feel last night?
exhausted. from having to buy roses and chrysanthemums for the teachers in school sempena Hari Guru yang telah ditangguhkan due to exams, after PA tuition, in the rain ; then trim them, tie a small greeting card to it with a ribbon, at home, until night-time. assignments unattended. but it was worth the effort ( though not very for some) when you look at the recipients' expression.

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Kins. If they can't there are always friends. worst case scenario(or when I want to be alone) : I've got Coldplay at my disposal.

17.When do you think the world will end?
Christ's second coming. also known as the Rapture.

18.The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
(lots of thinking needed. I don't know exactly.)

19.What do you think of the person that tagged you?
Carmen : She's a sweet girl. Gets along with people very well. study hard, yah... catch up some time soon eh...?

20.What do you want to know right now?
That 'every thing's gonna be alright...'


* * *

friday, june 13th -
elected as 6thFormers'Club president. even more responsibilities to bear. things are going to get a lot more complicated real soon. why... is life so tough nowadays? people complicate things. busying themselves with co-curricular activities just to get marks; to be able to compete; to secure a place in their future sducation. it's not that I don't enjoy co-curricular activities, but why all the stress when academia is our priority? I'll leave that for you to ponder upon.

sun, june 15th -
bought a DigitalSingleLensReflex camera. no time to explore and experiment. will do so when I get the chance. macro lens. remarkable.

friday, june 20th -
teachers' day celebration in school. this time around, things have changed. due to the stress in co-curricular activities, several clubs have opted to perform. it's a good thing I guess. had a good laugh(got to get my tear ducts working for a while) watching an Uryuu Ishida in Bleach lookalike taekwondo greenbelt junior. impressed with a usually quiet and shy former classmate's skills in HeLingDao(a martial art) performance. things have changed. a lot. everybody's changing and I don't feel the same ; everybody's changing and I don't know why.

out of words.

until then.
wishing you a pleasant weekend.


missing craft 'sessions'.

not again... ini susah sikit.

actual date: May 19th, 12:30 AM.

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
religion/belief (if that's considered a 'thing') the rest He'll take care of them. and unfortunately, I'm trying my best to make it my priority.

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
Agatha Christie's Poirot : The Post War Years (which includes 4 titles, namely : After the Funeral, Hickory Dickory Dock, Cat Among the Pigeons, and The Clocks)

3. Where do you wish to get married?
No idea. Never thought of it. Nor do I wish to think about it now.

4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
I'll leave that to Mr. Alpha and Omega.

5. Are you in love?
( shrugs ) with Coldplay's new single? heheh

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
bungkus-ed nasi lemak from Tmn Bunga Raya. I fried eggs as extra.

7. Name the latest book you bought?
Agatha Christie's Poirot : The Post War Years (which includes 4 titles, namely : After the Funeral, Hickory Dickory Dock, Cat Among the Pigeons, and The Clocks) during the MPH stock clearance. 56ringgit. yay!

8. What is your full name?
it's a 4-3-3-letter combo. unscramble onog esz inm.

9. Do you prefer mother or father?
I prefer 'ma' and 'ba'.

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
uh... shrugs... I'd be speechless by then.

11. Christina or Britney?
uh... tak berapa suka both, but they're infamous.

12. Do you do your own laundry?
hehehe... naah... maybe sometime soon. but I started doing the ironing.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
None at the moment.

14. Hugs or kisses?
hugs?

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.( Sheryiin & Nat )

S1 - she used to wear braces.
S2 - she's taller than me.
S3 - she can be crazy, in a good way, at times.
S4 - she's the ideal person to take along if you've something to complain about.
S5 - she can read very fast.

N1 - she's wearing braces. (soon to be replaced by 'wore'?)
N2 - she's taller than me, also.
N3 - she used to be a barista. is this correct?or you wanna work there again? haha
N4 - she laughs a lot. from what I gathered last Thursday,May 8th.
N5 - she can talk very fast.

8 things I'm passionate about
seni
kraf tangan
fonts. letters. I like what I see. I copy what I like.
reading for pleasure
tv series : Criminal Minds, Prison Break, NCIS, House M.D.
photography (have yet to become a beginner)
music. the listening part.
wandering off without realising.

8 things I say too often ( or do too often? )
Uhuh.
kay-loh...
eeshh!
wei...
huh?
yep!
I shrug.
and I tend to stare at things quite often.

8 books I've read recently
(make it books I've read and books I'm reading la. no time to even read for leisure. add on books that I'd want to read when I've the time. cry mercy!)
The Lord of the Rings - The Fellowship of the Ring. read
Praying the Ten Commandments. struggling to read. no comments.agh... (given task)
Habitudes. reading. this is better. (given task)
A Cracked Pot. reading. (sheryiin's)
Kit's Law. waiting list. (sheryiin's)
Falling Leaves. waiting list. (sheryiin's)
Poirot : The Post-War Years. waiting list.
The Lord of the Rings - The Two Towers. waiting list.

8 songs I could listen to over and over again
God Put a Smile Upon Your Face - coldplay
Trouble - coldplay
The Scientist - coldplay
Fix You - coldplay
Yellow - coldplay
A Message - coldplay
A Bad Dream - keane
The Blower's Daughter - damien rice

( there's a lot more actually)

8 things I learnt last year.
maybe I'll type what I'm trying to keep in mind.
(no idea... memory not up to par) I suppose I'll just squeeze some in here.
"Those who wander are not lost." - Tolkien
I am not perfect.
Consistency works better than procrastination.
take time to DE-stress. this is crucial. school is tiring enough already.
do what you like ; like what you do.
try not to be too judgmental.
mean what you say ; say what you mean. this is tough.
when problems arise, don't say : "God, I've a big problem." instead. you go "Hey problem, I've a big God." (courtesy of michelle)

8 people you tag
I tag N, O, N, and E.

FINI

fab-five ; five-fact

* to whom it may concern : ignorance is bliss.

five random facts about this author :
( am I worthy to be called an author? gee... guess not )

• Fact #1 : Drawing on my knees spurred my interest in art, I suppose.
  I used to love drawing stuff, which I can't remember what, with a pen, on my knees, and getting my ears flooded with warnings of getting my knees skinned, even before pre-school(I guess).and what's funny is that there was a time I kept drawing SailorMoon(and others as well).PrimaryTwo, yeah...
  
  
• Fact #2 : I'm a lover of books.
  Throw me any reading material (exception - nonsensical, boring stuff), I'll read. I'll be very pleased to have a space of my own while reading, which leads to...



• Fact #3 : I'm introverted.
  I remember what I once said some time in March last year, that I'm afraid of crowds, even more when I need to speak in front of them.



• Fact #4 : I find day-dreaming an antidepressant.
  do not be surprised when you find me staring somewhere or at something blankly because, day-dreaming helps in relieving stress & fatigue, for me in this case.



• Fact #5 : I was drawn to Coldplay's music since FormOne.
  'The Scientist' - first song I heard from this British band - caught my ears, and that was in 2003. One time in school during assembly there was this EnglishWeek programme going on and they asked the students to guess what song is sung by which band/artiste. And I got kind of hyped up when I heard that. but I wasn't that into Coldplay until form3/form4. 'Trouble', 'Fix You' and 'The Scientist', they helped me get through last minute revisions and times when I'm not in the mood.
  ( anyway... I know it's ironic but do support the local music industry!! 'Pagi yang Gelap by Hujan is one of my favourites.)

Tagging none.

a tag from nat.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
did this before.

2. What do you feel like doing now?
day-dreaming or just simply wandering off.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
did this before. but now, I don't know... maybe I need some volunteers?

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
did this before. anywhere worth exploring.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
no idea. did this before. still, no idea though I said I don't remember my dreams.

6. Do you believe in true love?
probably. provided if this is what God has in mind.

7. What is your favourite food?
anything with the word 'potato'.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
did this before. I'll save it for rainy days. support the family. probably give some to charity. then the rest I'll buy books about art.and novels.craft materials i.e. papers e.t.c.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
dah buat pun.

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
dah buat pun. tapi ini untuk natalie. she's : kinda cool n' calm(from what I've seen so far) ; sporty, because I always see her wearing T-shirts+shorts+sneakers when we meet, except during work ; and lastly, she's a friendly friend of mine whom I've got to know in a better way recently.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
dah buat jugak. revolves around understanding. and mutual respect, perhaps? the rest is from the last tag(same question).

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
did this before, but I'd love to repeat. " inconsiderate people. anywhere. anytime. "

13. What is your ambition?
did this also. as always, I have NO idea. since young.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
did this. but there's some changes. point out to me if that's a serious matter. if not, tell me personally. I'd rather they tell me personally, if possible.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
belief. or religion. or plainly, my relationship with Christ, since He's the alpha and omega, the beginning and the end.

16. Are you a shopaholic?
did this. yes, I am when it comes to books and papers, and more fiction/non-fiction and more papers for crafts.

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
not in a right state of mind to think. did this before. but I think it's my being indecisive. Don't know how I should start counter this though.

18. What would you do if you have an off day?
uh... I'm not employed. masih berada di bangku sekolah. form six starting next month. uniform belum beli lagi. belum daftar juga. haha.

19 . Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard ?
not really sure. It's not entirely shocking either. China's the top manufacturer of lingerie. seen and heard this yesterday on DiscoveryChannel or some other related channels.

20. How do you feel now?
from yesterday : got a tiny blister on my lil toe(wearing mary-janes). sore feet and a lil bruise from wearing slippers and brisk walking. and now I'm getting sleepy.


Tagging nobody. Unless somebody wants to do it. Anybody's free to do so.
Signing out. Till next time, jumpa lagi.

first tag. (by elaine chong and xiowei)

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
- i've got lots of sources. all time? my parents. i wouldn't be here if it weren't for them. haha

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
(shrugs)

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
- sheryiin - to keep on nagging on how we'll have to do this and that to survive. ( no offence! )
- michelle yung han - to talk about art, crafts, animation, church, society, people, without realising that we're actually stranded.
- mingwai - to cheer everyone up and do first aid at the same time. : ) just in case.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
- anywhere worth exploring. where i can take unlimited pictures of all things around.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- i don't usually remember my dreams.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- if the sun comes out. if circumstances permit. yes.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
- most probably my family. yeah.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- keep it for emergencies. part of it to charity. i'll buy art materials, too! to stock up. guidebooks and tools that are usually not affordable. and lots of novels... and more novels. investment, anyone?

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- that depends. but i guess i don't need to for now : )

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- elaine : (not very close, but i'll do it anyway) has a sweet smile, looks good with short hair, and i'd say she's quite quiet (to me lah, that's what i think)
- xiowei : very cheerful, laughs a lot (that's a good thing), and has a pretty impressive blog : )

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- being understanding, able to share thoughts and feelings through thick and thin, but i do hope he knows jesus - the redeemer.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
- inconsiderate people. anytime. anywhere.

13. What is your ambition?
- don't know which road to take now. remembered primary school teacher used to fill in 'hakim' for me during standard one. haha. seriously, i've no idea.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
- like what Bryan said, if it's a serious matter, point to me. if it's trivial, keeping quiet sounds very cunning though. still. keep quiet lah. heheh.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- I'd say religion if it's considered a thing. believing that, there's someone who's in control over all things and knows you best even before you even existed, it is a comfort to know I'm deeply loved by the One Above.

16. Are you a shopaholic ?
- when it comes to books, Yes! and things related to art & craft especially papers, Yes! other things, maybe not.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
- elaine : cool
- xiowei : sweet

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
- have to keep myself reminded that i need to think before i speak or do anything. and to remind myself that i need God all the time. and He's in control and has everything planned in advance.

19. Name a song which got stuck in your head first thing this morning, and you can't help but keep it. Are you happy about it?
- A Bad Dream by Keane. yeah, quite happy about it. lovely songs.

20. What do you wish to have now?
- a good night's rest.

Tagging the following :(only 5 though)

Michelle Yung Han (if possible)
MingWai (after 3 months. that's if this post is read)
Sheryiin
SueAnn
YuHan

Cheers.