carmen : nemrac tag

(tag done on june 20th)

1.What do you want the most now?
delving deep into His peace which surpasses all understanding.

2.Who is the person you trust the most?
(N/A) I don't know.

3.Are you in love?
at the moment, i guess not.

4.If you have a dream come true..
what then...? life goes on. it's hard.

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
considering the possibilities... it will be hard unless the sun shines after.

6.What's your goal for this year?
inculcate proper time management, perhaps.

7.Do you believe in eternity?
eternal life when you know you've a Saviour living in you.

8.Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
(that's not for me to answer. is it not so?)

9.What feeling do you love the most?
being able to stare at something and not think about anything.

10.What are the requirements for your other half?
(don't feel like talking too much now)

11.What kind of feeling do you hate the most?
being forced, in a harsh manner. or rather a don't-care-less attitude.

12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes, I do.

13.What do you want to do in the future?
(N/A) belum pikir pasal tu.

14.What is the most important thing in your life?
religion. you'll find refuge when the right time comes. it's a comfort.

15. How did you feel last night?
exhausted. from having to buy roses and chrysanthemums for the teachers in school sempena Hari Guru yang telah ditangguhkan due to exams, after PA tuition, in the rain ; then trim them, tie a small greeting card to it with a ribbon, at home, until night-time. assignments unattended. but it was worth the effort ( though not very for some) when you look at the recipients' expression.

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Kins. If they can't there are always friends. worst case scenario(or when I want to be alone) : I've got Coldplay at my disposal.

17.When do you think the world will end?
Christ's second coming. also known as the Rapture.

18.The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
(lots of thinking needed. I don't know exactly.)

19.What do you think of the person that tagged you?
Carmen : She's a sweet girl. Gets along with people very well. study hard, yah... catch up some time soon eh...?

20.What do you want to know right now?
That 'every thing's gonna be alright...'


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friday, june 13th -
elected as 6thFormers'Club president. even more responsibilities to bear. things are going to get a lot more complicated real soon. why... is life so tough nowadays? people complicate things. busying themselves with co-curricular activities just to get marks; to be able to compete; to secure a place in their future sducation. it's not that I don't enjoy co-curricular activities, but why all the stress when academia is our priority? I'll leave that for you to ponder upon.

sun, june 15th -
bought a DigitalSingleLensReflex camera. no time to explore and experiment. will do so when I get the chance. macro lens. remarkable.

friday, june 20th -
teachers' day celebration in school. this time around, things have changed. due to the stress in co-curricular activities, several clubs have opted to perform. it's a good thing I guess. had a good laugh(got to get my tear ducts working for a while) watching an Uryuu Ishida in Bleach lookalike taekwondo greenbelt junior. impressed with a usually quiet and shy former classmate's skills in HeLingDao(a martial art) performance. things have changed. a lot. everybody's changing and I don't feel the same ; everybody's changing and I don't know why.

out of words.

until then.
wishing you a pleasant weekend.


missing craft 'sessions'.